Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
[Pre-chorus:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
[chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
[Pre-chorus:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
[chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
[bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends
[chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
but now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight