Memories consume, like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the
one the battles always choose
'Cause inside,
I realize that I'm the one confused
Chorus:
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the
one the battles always choose
'Cause inside,
I realize that I'm the one confused
chorus
I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends...
Chorus:
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way,
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight