I wanna rip out my intestines, throw
them in the sea
I wanna raise the money to invest in
plastic surgery
I wanna cover myself head to toe in
super sexy scars
'cuz I mean aren't you supposed to
burn if you're a star?
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cuz it's not good
enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like
a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve
to bleed
I wanna take a knife and draw a line
across my chest
I wanna feel much better than I do
when I am at my best
I wanna fly away from my own skin and
find a better place
I wanna slash across what used to be
my face
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cuz it's not good
enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like
a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve
to bleed
They say that it gets better but I
guess that was a lie
I guess we all just fake it 'till we
die
Sympathy and love we can extend to
someone else
But it's harder when you have to love
yourself
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cuz it's not good
enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like
a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve
to bleed
The thoughts that say that I deserve
to bleed
The thoughts that say that I deserve
to bleed