When I look you in the lies,
Something deep inside me dies,
'cause I know you won’t get better,
better, better...
You'd rather be right than be loved,
The only thing I understood
Nothing's ever good enough.
I stumble through the words
as they're leaving me,
Tremble at the sight of Your Majesty,
And I cut myself just to get them out.
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This time will be different, I promise you,
This time I'll be special, you know I will,
Just don't leave with me in your eyes.
This time I'll be better, I want you to know,
This time I'll be special, oh God, make it so,
Just don't leave with me in your eyes,
your eyes, your eyes
You took my youth, you took my health
And if you’re not here I find myself
You’re supposed to make this better,
better, better
No self-control and no reason why
If I don’t change, then we both die
This is it for you and I
Blisters at the end of my fingertips
Praying to a god I don’t think exist
Will you listen now?
Can you forgive me somehow?
chorus
Closer now to the end,
If love was the answer,
Then hope was the question
Closer now, let’s pretend
We've never been out here before.
chorus