[Intro]
[Verse 1]
I never thought I'd be so mean, never thought I'd be alone at nineteen
All the sounds are in my head again, head again
And all the thoughts are running through my brain and out the door
Rather be dumb than insane, rather be numb than in pain
But you can see all the things I'm going through
Rather be dumb than insane, rather be numb than in pain
But you can see all the shit I'm going through
[Chorus]
No no no, no no no, I hide my pain inside
No no no, no no no, we bleed to feel alive
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead inside
Oh, makes it hard to survive
[Instrumental]
[Verse 2]
No you can't find my reasons, no you can't find my pain
We all got lost in Jesus, but he can't take away my pain
I'm looking for something more
Something to take me away, from out the door
Now I'm looking for you outside to say
[Chorus]
No no no, no no no, I hide my pain inside
No no no, no no no, we bleed to feel alive
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead inside
Oh, oh, yeah, makes it hard to survive
[Verse 3]
No I can't take it
All of these memories
I can't fake it
I'm trying but I am dying
I just want to
Just be myself
I have tried to, but now I am someone else
[Chorus]
No no no, no no no, so please be kind
No no no, no no no, I'm losing my mind
No no no, no no no, I'm really not fine
Oh no, I'm really not fine
[Bridge]
We live in an age where sex and horror are Gods
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
We live in an age
We live in an age
We live in an age where sex and horror are Gods
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
are flawed
[Outro]
No I can't take it
All of these memories
I can't fake it
I'm trying but I am dying
I just want to
Oh, just be myself
I have tried to, but now I am someone else