This is the correct version of this song. Only, sorry about the 'n' being left out in
name. I just missed it when typing and by the time I realized it it was to late change it.
I had a brother once, he drowned in a bathtub
Before he had ever learned how to talk, and I don’t know what his name was
But my mother does, I heard her say it once
Padriac, my prince, I've all but died from the sheer weight of my shame
You cried but no one came and the water filled your tiny lungs
Appear, my dear, and cry for me it was six years ago today
That we laid you in your grave, your sweet young skin was shining then too
And so tonight to celebrate, I will, I will poison myself
Another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning
So I close the door and rest my head on the tile floor
Sickness and sleep turning me cold, I'm still not sure
If there's some better place I could be heading towards
Where the selfishly sick and self absorbed are welcome
I saw the future once, I was drunk in a phone booth
My eyes were wet and red I could not tell what was said
And through the screams of the traffic, voices carried, saying, "Im sorry"
On a day so gray it's black inside watching churches on T.V.
In a coma you don’t dream you just hope that someone sits with you
Babies turn blue when they're ignored like the sky on summer days
Before you turn and walk away it has changed you
So tonight to compensate, I will, I will poison myself
Another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning.