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[Intro]
[Chorus]
i'm alone and I dont know whats going on
you're stuck in darkness keep smoking till it's all gone
and i pray my mumma can save me cause im still lost
i dont wanna go back and show them that im not wrong
i'm alone and I dont know whats going on
you're stuck in darkness keep smoking till it's all gone
and i pray my mumma can save me cause im still lost
i dont wanna go back and show them that im not wrong
[Verse]
when I told her my mind is a masterpiece
when I told her my life is jeopardy
all she said was its all for the better good
so I prayed awake and im taking it all that i wish i could cause my
hearts broken, my minds coping, but mommma
i'm so sorry cause i cant live with drama
i be smoking and doping it in my own way
thinking how'd it go away pull it back and call it day
I remember back when I was 13
first the time I might say
I opened the doors to see him with a bruise upon my face, hes saying i tripped, confusing my lip
is bleeding I'm hit, im rolling a cig, im coming down mumma just give me a sec
[Chorus]
i'm alone and I dont know whats going on
you're stuck in darkness keep smoking till it's all gone
and i pray my mumma can save me cause im still lost
i dont wanna go back and show them that im not wrong
i'm alone and I dont know whats going on
you're stuck in darkness keep smoking till it's all gone
and i pray my mumma can save me cause im still lost
i dont wanna go back and show them that im not wrong
[Verse]
the first time that i realised
it was covered in real lies
the abuse and the harsh words
N.C
were coming through his frail eyes
I told him it wasn't fair
the darkness and despair
for a kid to go through it all on his own
with no one there
when I asked for help no one believed me
when I cried at night no one could see me
I wanted to run away so many times
I wanted to see the darkness in his eyes
I couldnt have emotions because then he'd see that side of me
but then they'd burst in flames and i'd hurt everyone around me
I took the blame so momma didn't have to
even though she hated herself for every black bruise
[Chorus]
i'm alone and I dont know whats going on
you're stuck in darkness keep smoking till it's all gone
and i pray my mumma can save me cause im still lost
i dont wanna go back and show them that im not wrong
i'm alone and I dont know whats going on
you're stuck in darkness keep smoking till it's all gone
and i pray my mumma can save me cause im still lost
i dont wanna go back and show them that im not wrong
[Outro]